sigh.

I was back at the doctor’s this morning.  After finishing my last lot of antibiotics, I never really went back to feeling 100%.  Normally my physical health is pretty good on a day to day basis, but I’ve been feeling extremely tired, sore throat, my glands have been up, and my eyeballs have been achy.  Anyhow, I thought I’d go back to the quack and see if there’s anything he could give me, in case it got worse while we’re on holidays and unable to see a doctor.  Well, turns out I have a sinus infection.  Back on the antibiotics for me!

I can’t remember the last Christmas where I didn’t have something wrong, either mentally or physically, or as in the case of last year, a double whammy – uncontrolled depression and a lung infection.  (Yes, it was one fucked up Christmas season for me, thanks for asking.)  Still, I’m starting the antibiotics today, and while I do feel very ordinary, it’s not completely flattening me.  Yet.

As per usual, work has been beyond flat out.  It seems hard to believe that I now have a couple of weeks away from it.  I’m looking forward to it, I have to say.  I don’t know if I’m really cut out for full time work.  My brain and my body both seem to be struggling with it.  Still, things may be looking very different once I feel better in myself, so I’m not going to brood on it.