day twenty-three

Apologies for the disappearance.  I’ve been a bit all over the place with the meds, and every day is a new adventure, apparently.

I had a couple of days where my initial responses to everything that happened were completely different to my usual reactions.  I’m talking, different personality stuff.  It was strange, and I didn’t like it.  It was during that time I called and made another appointment to see my psychiatrist.  Since then, I’m more ‘me’, but I’m keeping the appointment.

The depression seems okay, anxiety is still there.  I’m not sure if this is going to work for me or not, but I guess we have to see…..also, there’s the chance to up the meds if I think it’ll help.  The doc has given me the okay to do so if I think I need to, but let’s face it, if the drugs don’t work at a low level, will they work any better at a high dose?  Who knows.

Other stuff has happened, but I’m just too tired to put it all down for now.